I just really couldn't be more upset! We were so excited that it was our last competion of the season, and it wasn't just because it would mean a break from John our teacher. It was because it was Robbie's last time in the Pike Central Charger Birgade. It was the very last time I could get to perform on field with my brother who had introduced me to the amazing world of marching. So I guess that's what hurt worst. It was that John didn't care about that. He cared about what Nikki wanted or what Nikki said...and it hurt to see that.
I trusted John... I had gone to him when I was scared and alone. I had told him my stories that not even my best friend knew, just because I felt that I could trust him...But then he pulled this and I still feel just shock that it really did happen. I keep wanting to wake up and see that its still that day and that maybe he will change his mind...but he never will...
He told Robbie he would not be aloud to perform that last time. He told him that he would be helping with the props that day. He said it was because Robbie had missed to many practices but that couldn't have been it because I missed so many more days then Robbie had...so I just don't understand.
I watched Robbie cry and it broke my heart to see how bad he had wanted to perform and he just couldn't. So I marched back into the school to beg John to let him march, but Hannah was already begging and I could hear that John was telling her no.
He said he didn't care if I left with him and said that it would just be unfortunate if anyone else decided to leave with us. I was to mad to talk to him when Hannah walked away, so I just stood there and cried.
Hannah left with us that day, it was also her last performance in marching band and she was willing to give it up just to stand up for a friend. So while the band performed we went to e-ville and just had fun.
We had an amazing time and when we found out the band had come in last place I swear we couldn't stop laughing. And they didn't loose because we left, really I can't tell you why they always loose but I can tell you I'm done with it.
I am done putting up with the consant loosing. I am sick of wasting time just to be treated like trash when John gets angry.
So I am done with any type of band, and that trust that I used to think I had in John is gone. Now I feel nothing but anger at him. I feel hurt and sad when I think about what he did. Why couldn't he just let Robbie march his very last show?