This year I am not at all excited about thanksgiving. Although my Step father kicked me out I still wait for the day that he will ask me and Robbie to come back, but that will never happen if he never sees us! He is refusing to go to the meal because it is at my grandmas and that is where me and Robbie live. Then turns out I have to work that day! My grandma gets off at 2, we don't eat until she gets home. I go to work at 4. I DON'T GET TIME WITH ANYONE! It just upsets me because things just aren't the way they used to be...mom would always love to stay and chat it up with everyone and us kids would get board so we would walk home...this year me and Robbie don't get to do that, because we are already home. I hate even more that when they are done eating we just get to hug them and watch them walk out the door...they are going home to that man...that man who is doing the same thing my real father did to my mother, he is taking away her children. Robbie leaves at the end of the summer...she is missing his whole last year of highschool. She will never get this time back and she doesn't even get it right now. I just hate that this is a family holiday...its the first one thats come along since he kicked us out and its hitting me harder than I thought it would.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
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Cady this is Amy I just wanted to tell you thanks for being such a strong friend to me, I have never had to deal with as much crap as you and still I take things for granted. Like my parents, even though they fight at least there supportive of me, and when I read your blog it makes me think of how thankful I should be. I hope you can still have a great thanksgiving anyway, if I know you I know you can make a bad situation good, cause that's just how amazing you are.
I must have missed this post earlier, cause I just read it today, but I hope you realize how strong you really are. I know it can't be easy, but you are an amazing person, Cady! At least your brother has you during his last year of high school.
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